I used to sit in the choir room and try to will blood to flow through my hands faster or slower based on my command is that weird
Sigh hi, guys.
The loneliness has hit me. I am overjoyed at work. And I’m elated when I’m with Robbie. But when I’m home in my empty apartment I feel so lonesome and long for company of friendship. I have to be understanding towards myself though. Like I’m 18. On my own. In a city where I know about a handful of acquaintances and boyfriend. I’ve only been here for under three weeks so I can’t expect to have an entire support system but I want to stop feeling like.. Annoying. I want to have people in my life again. Okay well, I’m going to go talk to people in coffee shops now. Make the best of everything and never give up or lock yourself away. It does get better. And life is full of joy and laughter if you decide to see it (and I see plenty of it despite my temporary circumstance). I’m really grateful for my loving supportive boyfriend for helping me during this time and I also want to Thank you all for your continued support :)
Life is worth it. It’s beautiful. It’s also hard at times. But it won’t get any easier if you give up. Keep pushing.